A CRY FOR MENTORSHIP by Seth Jaoko
Who will take me by my hands and guide me?
I am walking to an unknown place without a compass direction and I have stayed for a long time without interacting with geography of any form.
I am clueless about life and what it holds.
I am struggling in darkness to reach light I cannot see.
Whatever am doing right now is so dull,it cannot even produce sparks of light to help me see and get to know a glimpse of what I should be doing.
It’s been long and I still do not know my purpose.
I do not have a vision
I am simply beating about the air, hoping to get hold of something.
Something that would eventually lead me to the rock of stability and a foundation where my life can be built up
It’s very sad that time cannot and will never stop.
Whatever I have to do, I have to do it now and not tomorrow.
Most things in my life are not making sense.
Nothing is bringing me happiness and a sense of belonging.
I try so much to bring sense and worth into my life.
I have so far succeeded in creating,piling more frustrations in all I’ve been doing.
I need to be led.
Someone should know am in the darkness.
Someone should start looking for me.
I cannot shout for I find no meaning in shouting.
I need to be tracked.
I need to be coached into the fundamentals of life.
I have lagged behind in many areas.
I do not know most things in life.
There is no achievement whatsoever accredited to me so far, though am an overgrown young man.
How will I rise up to that level?
How will I reach that place?
The place of stability,where my life follows and realizes independence?
I am old enough.
I need to start growing again.
I need someone to help me make that first bold step of a baby learning to walk.
I promise this person that I won’t disappoint them.
I am ready to learn.
I am ready to run with passion. Give me passion!
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